bye billy :'(

Namanya Billy, gue sayangggggggg bangetbangetan sama kucing gue ini. billy gue adopsi pas tahun 2008. waktu diadopsi billy keadaannya sakit-sakitan, karena gak tega akhirnya gue adopsi. abis diadopsi gue langsung bawa ke dokter yang ada di bintaro yang katanya bagus. dokter bilang katanya billy kena anemia, sama jamuran. pulang dari dokter gue rawat billy sampe benerbener sembuh dan bulunya udah tebel banget. billy manja banget sama orang rumah, demen banget nempelnempel di kaki gue. suka tiduran dikarpet. dan billy ngangenin bangettt

13-09-09

billy nemenin gue main komputer sampe larut
billy nempelnempel di kaki gue lebih sering dari biasanya
billy yang biasanya suka main diluar, stay dirumah seharian
bily ketiduran di kaki gue
billy tiduran terkapar deket wastafel dapur

14-09-09

billy nemenin gue, kaka main ps
billy nemenin gue bantuin mbak masak
billy nempelnempel lagi di kaki gue
billy jalan-jalan dirumah, ke kamar gue, nyokap, kamar mandi, kamar mbak, kaka semuanya

akhirnya.......

billy meninggal didepan rumah, terkapar. kita baru tau pas yazid baru jemput vinno dari rumah sodara. gue syok pas ngeliat billy terkapar gaada nafas, gue kira dia keselek atau apa. langsung gue sama kaka guee naik motor ngebut untuk bawa billy ke dokter, tapi sampe disana dokternya udah pulang. pulang lagi kerumah, dan gue, nyokap, ade nganter billy ke pet clinic kalimalang. tapi terlambat, billy udah meninggal karena ususnya terbelit dan akibatnya gabisa pup sama sekali, perutnya nyimpen racun dan ngakibatin billy meninggal.

maaf,

maaf ya billy kalo selama ini kita kurang care sama kamu
maaf ya billy kalo selama ini yazid suka ngatain kamu kucing kampung
maaf ya billy kalo selama ini kita suka telat beliin kamu makanan
maaf ya billy kalo selama ini aku suka nganggep kamu kuda-kudaan

seandainya kita lebih care sama kamu, pasti gabakal begini jadinya maaf, maafffffffff banget ya billy. jujur aku ngerasa bersalah banget karna gapernah care sama kamu.

gaada lagi yang nempelnempel di kaki ku lagi
gaada lagi yang jagain rumah sama kucing kampung
gaada lagi yang nemenin tidur
gaada lagi bisa diajak bercanda

i love you so muchhhhhhhh, and i miss you like crazy.

after your passed, i cried all night long. feeling so confused and i blame myself all day.

i always cry when i remember you, we used to be a team. but no more, i don't have any friend except you.

thank you very much for being my bestfriend all this time, i'm deeply sorry for all the mistakes that i did to you,

i just want to say that i love you........very much, and i miss you so muchhhhhh

i believe that God, already serve you the best place by his/her side.

maybe now, you're playing with your new friends up there, eat the most delicious food, sleep on a very comfy bed.

i hope you like your new home up there, and once again thankyou very muchhhhhh.

you're my very bestfriend i've ever had

p.s :

since your passed, a wild cat came to my house and try to steal food.
when i put you on the cage, a wild cat came and i think she wants to see your condition
since your passed hely (neighbor's dog) barking all night, and followed me when i want
to bury you.

(well, i think you all readers feel that, this post is too much for a dead cat. but, i just want you to know that i love him very much, and i don't care if y'all readers said something bad about this post. this is my thing not yours)


rest in peace dear,

luisa